honey nunez

2010-07-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

It's been pretty long since I last blogged. So many things have changed.. Been going rupee room, and it was quite fun. Got a new job cause the old one sort of diddnt work out. Was kinda sad to have left the old one cause I was really happy with it and it was kinda hard to leave as well, but wasn't left with a choice. So most of the time was just staying home or not met up with the rest for dinner and then went for bowling. Once I start the job, it will be back to e same lifestyle. Guess then time will probably pass faster. Life's been good, better maybe. & weekends are nearing.. Wonder what we will be doing this weekend. :D

love is forever

2010-06-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

& our hearts combined.

whats the point of feeling and thinking when the rest don't even feel the same way for me. whatever I do is either not enough or its never good. and what bout my feelings. its driving me crazy, feeling like this for the past few days. I don even know what is wrong. Is there anything wrong with me or am I just thinking too much about everything. I just want everything to be normal again. & I want all these feelings to just go away, so that I can sleep peacefully at night. & for everything to be the same again, is that too much to ask for? I tried to make a difference but no one wanted to listen. & now I've got nothing left to lose.

2010-05-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

my weekend was awesomeee. met up with vic, suba, glenys, joy, huda & hz. We were at Ion, chilling & taking supeeer aloot of photos, I likeee. It was nicee meeting up with e girls after a pretty long time. We had a chat for a while and then everyone left and it was me, vic and subie. So we were sitting down at MacCafe with some of Vic's friends before we left and went over to Cine for supper. This will be one of the supper's I would never ever forget. We all really had a good laugh and a good chat. It seriously felt so much better talking to the two of them and eating that peanut butter toast thingy. It seems we always have those kinda moments at Hong Kong Cafe. After that we all left & went home. & it was raining. Had a good rest and then had work on Sat. Now thinking of what phone to get cause it seriously time I change my phone. Gonna shower now. byee world.

2010-05-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

I haatee this feeling. I've got sore throat, cough and flu. & my voice is gonee, now that it sounds so weird. went to the doctor's yesterday, got 2 days of MC. After that, met Subie, Vic & Wolf for dinner at Gluttons. Ate our fav food again and then chilled for awhile with the girls. & we all were talking bout past memories and stuff that was kinda hard for all of us to ever forget. & trying to explain to Vic e diff between flirting and cheeky. Hahaha. Came home, took me medi and slept. Later goin to meet Tiqah to look for Mother's Day gift. Not sure where we going to go yet and really hope I can find something. Tmr gonna go back to work and then its e weekends. This week really past pretty fast. anyways, now got to go shower. bye world.

2010-04-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

time passes so fast. everyday goes by even faster. There was a time not long back I was thinking of so many things that I felt would happen but things diddn't turn out exactly as what I thought & the feeling sucked. cause I was expecting for something more but everything went wrong. But well, I'm glad I got over it in time and now I'm a happier person. I was glad I spoke out everything and felt much better because now I realize what you've done so far for me. I'm really glad that work has been keeping me busy, so that I wouldn't have to think bout certain things all time. Work's really fun, & the people there are genuinely nicee. & I'm v thankful for that, cause time passes so fast and it doesn't feel tiring. Met up with Vic & Suba & Hz & Joavan recently at town. It was nice seeing them since we started work and school and didn't had much time to meet up. We had a nice lunch and spent the time catching up. Had to work during the weekends so didn't get to go out. Looking forward to this weekends cause I won't be working and I can finally sleep in.

2010-04-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

WHEN I SAY JUMP, YOU SAY HOW HIGH?

2010-03-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

i finally got my lappy back after it was sent for repair. Feeels good. Hahaha, been pretty busy past few days. Met the girls and went to Zirca. Then also went to Powerhouse for Ladies Night, first time going there. It was so-so. Really wana catch Alice in Wonderland in 3d but haven't got a chance yet. tomorow gonna follow subie down for e job stuff. hope everything goes well..

2010-03-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

I always wait for you to return. i always pray before I go to bed that everything will be allright & we all will be happy just like old times. I never wanted you to be like this. I always prayed you will change. The fear of you going away haunts me everyday because I never when will the day come and when you will return. Whenever you go, there's a big hole in my life which no one can ever fill cause you're very special to me. i don't know if I ever will have the courage to tell you all this. I know you love me alot, & I love you too but I really want things to change, you to change, for all of us to be happy, for all of us to live without any fear. I don't know how long you'll be gone for but whatever it is, I always loved you no matter what you did. I just really hope this will be your last time and after this, you will be here, never gone again. Bcoz when you are around, things are different, I feel safe, I am happy, I feel that you will always b with me and support me. With you around, things always seem better because you know how to set things right. All I can do now is to pray and really hope this will be the last bcoz I don't think I'll be able to wait any longer. These are the confessions of a broken heart. You really mean the world to me.

2010-03-01T06:52:00.000-08:00

i had a super wonderful weeek. on friday, met the girls and then we headed down to Sentosa. By the time we were there, it was raining so we sat and waited for it to stop before we headed off to find a spot to spend the night. & then we went swimming and soon after we went to have dinner at koufu. Was feeling kinda sleepy after the swim.. after dinner we found a spot and then chilled over there, played some games till bout 5 before we headed off to buy some food cause it was freeezing coold. Wanted to stay there till e next afternoon to do some tanning but was kinda tired so we took the first bus back. Fall asleep in the bus. Next day met up with tiqah, Hz, Suba & Vic to visit huda at NUH. I really hope she gets well soon so that she can carry on with her life. Its really upsetting to see her in so much of pain so I'm just gonna pray that she gets well real soon.

2010-02-25T00:27:00.000-08:00

im havin a bad bad headache, and my I think I have some kind of eye infection, its super itchy. urgh, hate the feeling. met up with sonam and subie yesterday and went down to Serangoon to search for Sonam's clothes. the weather seriously could kill, why is it soo farrking hot these days. We took a while and got all the things done and then decided to head to Yishun to chill before going home. So we were there and then I was talking to Vic online and we called her at bout 2am and asked her to join us. Thou it was super late and Vic stayed at Dover, she came down to meet us at Mac. Isn't she like super nice!! haha. Then we waited for the breakfast hour and left bout 5.30. By then, all of us were kinda sleepy. It actually started raining when we were in e cab. Came home and went off to bed. Now just woke up and the headache's still not gone. urgh. Looking forward to going down to Sentosa tomorow with e rest. :)

2010-02-23T04:26:00.000-08:00

today was a fairytaleee. haha, absoluteely love that song.
Met up with subie & sonam yesterday. Slacked at coffeebean's before we headed to meet sonam near th pool. Wasn't supposed to swim but the two of them changed my mind and made me swim but it was nice also. After the swim, we walked down to Northpoint and I met up with J. sonam and subie also met him. It was bit awkward and den we went diff ways. I felt quite bad actually cause we tot of having dinner together but then I was kinda late so dinner was canceled but I'm sure the girls diddn't mind. hehehe. Then talked to J for a while and then I went back home, wanted to catch a movie but I was kinda tired and was fraid I would sleep during the movie so we postponed it. Lol. Tomorow gonna meet subie and sonam to catch a movie, hope that dear john is out so we can go watch that. :)

2010-02-19T02:34:00.000-08:00

i donno if i should look forward for tomorow or what. I'm kinda having mixed feelings and thou I was sort of waiting for it, now it just doesn't feel the same. & I wish things weren't like this.
got to go back to work tomorow, it really sucks thou, having to work on weekends and that workin till late. i think i'll survive. haha. Might be catching the new srk movie with vic & suba as well. Vic's kinda cute, when I asked her whether she really wants to watch a hindi show and she said yes. So prob watch it with them. Now gonna goo showeer.

2010-02-16T01:42:00.000-08:00

came home todaay. spent the past few days at uncle's place. Most of the time, we were all playing monopoly, haha. I've never played so much of monopoly ever. But it sure was very fun, and how we all got conned. Everything's good exceeept for the extremely hawwt weather. its seriously super hot. I wanted to go out but after seeing the weather, I decided it was better stayin at home. Lol. Gonna meet tiqah tomorow & we'll be watching Valentines Day, looks like a nice movie. Just reaally hope the weather will be bit more betta.

2010-02-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

had an absolute blast last nite. :) met sonam, then trained down and met up with all the rest. We were still deciding on where we should go cause of the age requirements and then we decided to go down to dbl o. We bussed down to Mohamed Sultan. It was like my first time dere. & all of us had real fun, dancing away e night. Came home and went off to sleep. Woke up later with like one of e worst hangovers ever. I donno how to describe the feeling but it really felt like everything was like in a washing machine, spinning. Had a nicee shower, had some lunch and went back to sleep again. This time I woke up, felt much betta, probably the sleeping helped. Now, gonna go get ready to go out.

2010-02-09T08:38:00.000-08:00

I've not bloooged for so loong. lol, had a bit of a busy weeek. time passes really fast. This week, I diddn't really had alot of work but have been going out alot. Met Suba and we went shopping last week. went to 313 and e forever 21 there is seriously hugee. LOL. Like 4 storeys big. Then met di and we went to Bishan Park with Sonu, Chloe & Krishi. It was kinda nice seeing that the park there was only for dogs & there were soo many of them. Then also met Sonam for dinner at Swensen's over the week after work. Then met Chris on Sunday & we went over to Tiqah's for her brother's wedding. It was so nice to see both bell & tiqah after so long. &&& I had my FTT today & I PASSSED it on my first attempt. Was feeeling supeer dupeer happie. Heehee. Then today met Suba, Vic, Sha, Bev & Joavan and we went down to Sha's workplace, before heading down to KPO, and then to Orchard Central to Gelare's for dinner & then trained back home. Feeeling really tireed now, and still got to go back office tomorow. Had a real nice timee as I met Sha & Joavan after reaal long. Looking forward to thursday. HAHA, I'm sure we gonna have one heeelll of a time celebrating Viccintta's Nineteeen. && HAPPY NINETEEN VICCINTTA. :)

2010-01-31T03:07:00.000-08:00

just had a nicee shower after cleaning up my room. Work has been crazy, had to work late almost everyday & even on weekends. I'm kinda glad we managed to finish it and didn't have to work on these weekends too. & I don't get to sleeeep anymore. That was pretty sad. So I stayed in and had a good sleeep today. Since I was out on fri & sat, didn't" have much time to clear up my room. Friday met di after work and went over to her place before we headed off to Serangoon. Came back pretty late & slept, woke up and went to SP. Sort of went out on a datee and it was a pretty nice one. :) came back watched bit of tv and went to bed since no one was at homee. Now, going to get changed & head to di's placee.

2010-01-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

just got back home from work. feeling kinda tired. work's been really really hectic man. there's just so many things we've got to do and so little time. wanting to go out & get some stuff done but no time. & there was this extremely silly incident that happened in e bus. it was so embarrassing, lol that i actually wanted to get off the bus but didn't. one should never ever sleep in a crowded bus. got home, showered and I still have to do my laundry. glad I came home earlier cause I'm gonna use all e extra hours to get some more sleeep, which I seriously feeel deprived off. looking forward to e weekends & really hope we will not have to go back on e weekends as well. & I'm bit excited for friday. :) :)

2010-01-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

i had one hell of a fucking weekend.. Friday went to office and then after our briefing ended, Suba & I went to meet Sonam and we went for dinner and then we walked down to Mustafa & got some stuff before we all headed home. Then sat morning had work so was there till 6pm before I took the bus down to Dover to see doctor but by the time I reached there, it was closed so waited for mummy then came back here. & then met up with uncle, vishal, sonu and raul. We all had a v nice time and it was so good that I couldn't remember much of it. Went home, prob with the biggest hangover I could ever ask for. Sun morning had to go work so waking up was e second worst thing that happened. After that, my head fell like it could split apart. & when I reached work, I really couldn't do any work. So after work which finally ended, Suba & I walked down to Baghdad St & met with the rest and went to Nabin's for dinner. Chilled over dere for while before going home and I died on my bed. I've never felt more sleepy than dis ever. Woke up today feeling super tired but forced myself to get out and go to work. I really feel like taking an mc for about 2 days and just sleep all e way for the two days. & of course, get some other stuff done. Let's see if I get up tomorow. :)

2010-01-21T00:08:00.000-08:00

i hateeeee todaaay. :(

2010-01-18T04:19:00.000-08:00

I'm super shagged. just returned after doing some of my surveys. am so sleepy & tired cause didn't manage to sleep last night, at all. Saturday, I met Suba at Yishun and we headed to Starbucks and chilled over there before Vic joined us & we went to the block to sit & soon after Joe joined us too. My time spent with them is always so worthwhile and its always so nice to talk & share things with my girlfriends. We then grabbed a bite from Mac's and headed back to our same place. Suba & Joe left first while I was still there with Vic.
& Vic, don't worry but I'm sure things will turn out to be much better, if not, just chill, & I know you'll say, "I'm chilling." hahaha. But, I'm sure as time goes on, you'll manage to sort out everything properly babe. :)

Sunday, got up did e usual cleaning before I went to meet di. We then went down to East Coast Beach & chilled there before we returned to her place. There, I was so sleepy but couldn't sleep cause Sonu,Krish & Chloe wanted to play so we all played until 6 in e morning and then couldn't get any sleep, so we showered and left and went down to holland & had lunch. Den we came back to my place and I continued doing some more surveys. I really can't wait for this whole pile to end and then I won't have to do anymore. Its really taking up alot of my time. & even thou now all I want to do is to go and sleep, I still got to finish up the remaining & return it back tomorrow. & get a good & proper sleep.

2010-01-14T00:44:00.000-08:00

Finally finished some of the other surveys. Went to get it done yesterday. Now, still feeling pretty sleepy since I only slept for bout four hours last night. Now, trying to download more songs to shift to the Itouch. & also in e meanwhile waiting for my movie to buffer which seems to be taking forever. Weekends gonna be here soon & then its gonna be back to work on monday. Looking forward to watching Avatar with Gurpreet. We both wanted to catch the movie for quite some time but never really had spare time so we've decided to go watch it next week. & since Fel's hasn't left yet, thought of going down to Sentosa as well next week. Just hope the weather would be just nice cause its always raining now. Now, I'm gonna take a shoorrt nap. :) :)

2010-01-13T03:34:00.000-08:00

Met Suba yesterday. Went down to Dover & we walked over to Fusion to have lunch at Soup Spoon. It was kinda filled with Fairsians. Hahaha, & we remembered our old school days dere. After our lunch, we wanted to go back only to see it was pouring heavily outside so we were waiting for e rain to stop but it only got heavier. So we decided to walk back in e rain. Hahaha, while we were walking, all e other students actually started running along with us. & e damned traffic light which took super long to become green, & we were absolutely wet. Suba went home got her stuff then I met her and we came back to my place here to get my stuff. Then we went to swim, after quite a long time. Had dinner then my bro & I went to meet my aunt. & I finally got my ITouch. :) :)

2010-01-10T04:18:00.000-08:00

Friday went down to Dover and met Sharina at Dover mrt. Talked for a while then I passed her e dresses before bussing down to school. On the way met Fiona as well in e bus & we were talking bout all the old memories of school. After that met Suba and we went down to Dhoby Ghaut and we met Tiqah there. We went in to PS and walked around before heading off to Bugis. Waited at the mrt for Bev and then we decided to walk down to Arab St and find for this place called Nabin's. So what happened afters was that we all kinda got lost trying to find for this place and it was nowhere near all the directions that everyone was giving us. Finally, there was this super nice guy who not only showed us the directions buuuuuttt walked with us all the way there. It was really sweet of him or else we would never have found the place. It was somewhere near Baghdad St. LOL. The place is really v nice and we sat at the 2nd level. Soon after, Fel and Bev joined us. The belly dancing was super awesome. We had dinner and everything then Vic & Huda joined us. Then we left and went down to clarke quay since we diddn't know what to do. So we walked around then headed to Caribean and the sat outside Central since there wasn't anything much to do. And we talked bout everything, guys, love, relationships and life. :) After that everyone went home & I decided to go buy my Ipod. Too bad, it was out of stock. Came home & slept. Woke up and felt kinda sick. My voice, I felt like it was like a guy. Wanted to have dinner and catch a movie with the girls but canceled. Took medicine & fall asleep pretty early. :)

2010-01-06T02:03:00.000-08:00

IM NINETEEEN

I was glad everything went well for my birthday. I really had a good time.
Met Suba, Tiqah & Rach at Bugis & we went down to Pasta Mania to have dinner. Bev & Chris joined us soon and then Felicia came along. After our dinner, we walked to mrt and met up with Vic & Sonam. I really bought Bev's story bout Vic being sick and not coming but was very glad Vic came. Then we trained down to Clarke Quay. We were still deciding whether to go Attica, powerhouse or butter fac. So we decided to walk down to Attica first & saw that entrance was free. So we went in. Joy & Glenys joined us soon. Some of Fel's friends also joined us. We all had a nice time dancing, and this was my first time clubbing with Atiqah. HAHA. I'm sure she had funtoo. As the night went by, we all enjoyed ourselves and I had a memorable birthday.

On Tuesday, I had to go back and return my surveys. Had to rush down to office cause I was so late. Met Ashvin at office. After returning, Ash & I walked down to Bugis to meet Nisha & Preet. Then Esh joined us. We went to Pasta Mania to have dinner and sat there for a long time. Afterward, we went to Starbucks & chilled over there before heading back home. Preet & I walked back to Sim Lim to take our buses. Reached home, shower and slept. Wanted to book mt FTT today, but since it was raining, I didn't go. LOL.

I want to thank everyone for coming on Sat and made my nineteen birthday a memorable one. Thank you girls. I love you all. xoxo

2010-01-01T07:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

my new year was v nice. I spent it with all my fav people. first Suba & I went to ICB and we had our favorite Magherita Cheese Pizza then waitied for Vic. Vic, Hui Zhen & Jimmy came. Then we ordered more food and then Bev & Chris came. & Huda also came, saw her after quite some time & I misssed her. :) Then after we all ate, we walked down to clarke quay. It was a pretty long walk. & we met Joy & Gerald. It was pretty close to 12 & we were still walking. Lol. It was crazily crowded and when it was 12, it was so noisy with everyone cheering. From where I was standing, I manage to catch bit of fireworks. & we actually headed back to our same spot where we spent our new year at last year. It was like refreshing back our old memories, except this year, there were more people. :) We sat and played all our favorite games & as usual, cam-whored aloot. Hahah, & I was bit worried bout the bus part. Lol.

I was glad to spent it with all my friends & I really wan you guys to know that you guys really mean a lot to me & I'm v glad for a friendship like ours. My life would suck without all of you. I hope this new year would be a better year for all of us & hope our friendship would last & we would be celebrating all our new year's like this. >3

TO VIC & HUDA, THANKS FOR WAITING WITH ME AT THE BUS STOP. LOL.

2009-12-28T23:10:00.000-08:00

Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrongly in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

There's this word I learnt : schadenfreude - Pleasure derived from the misfortunes of others. It's when you enjoy watching someone else suffer. Why? Think part of it is just self - preservation. you just have to pretend you hate someone else more than you hate yourself. You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't remember what it was like.

2009-12-28T22:27:00.000-08:00

2 more days and its going to be 2010. haha.

Had a super busy weekend. Thursday night met up with di & we went to Orchard. Since there were not many places to park, we parked at PS. & then we walked down to town. It was so crowded and so hot. At about 12, it was bit chaotic with everyone spraying that foam thing which was kinda sticky. So we walked round and had late supper before we went home. When we came home, it was already bout 4 plus. I knocked off and had to get up early e next day. Sat had Christmas gathering's at my aunt's place. We went over for lunch and was there till night. It was nice to meet up & see all my cousins. Sunday had another dinner to go for. Came back pretty late & went to sleep. Didn't get to do anything much during the weekends. I wanted to go shopping but there wasn't any time to do so. So met suba on Monday and we went to town. We walked round, had lunch, & I was glad I managed to get the stuff that I needed. Den we went over to Peni cause she had to collect some tickets & we trained down to CCK where we met HZ. Den we went to Bev's house where I saw Brendan, Sze, Ivan, FY, Casper after so long. Then Vic & Wolf came. Then Sha & Hasan. It was like a mini class reunion. Haha. Everyone was playing Guitar Hero. We took many photos, had dinner and then we all went back home. And today got to go back to office for briefing. Tomorrow gonna meet my GF after so long. Hehe. Quite excited for NYE & also my birthday plans. hope all goes well. :)

2009-12-24T02:07:00.001-08:00

Met up with Nisha at Bugis and we walked round Bugis Junction. I finally got my blue nail polish which I was always searchin for, but it was always out of stock. Then we decided to go to Arab St first to get us seats. E weather was awfully warm. Felt so thirsty. We went to Haji Lane, and waited for Ash dere. When Ash came, we ordered some food. We were all quite hungry. After dinner, we decided to get vanilla shisha, which tasted pretty nice. We were smokin shisha, talking and taking lots of photos. Ash was feelin bit sick, think it was e food. I did feel something funny in my stomach too. We decided to leave early cause we all started feeling bit sick. Came home and went to sleep. Now, I'm still deciding on what to do. Its christmas tomorow. Time really flies. In a weeks' time, I'm turning 19. Haha, pretty fast.

Hot mEss

2009-12-21T00:46:00.001-08:00

You think your hot shit You cool, I love it,
I love it Yeah, yeah Stumbling but yeah, you're still looking hella fine Keep doing what you're doing and I'ma make you mine

Well, you're a hot mess and I'm falling for you And I'm like hot damn,
let me make you my boo Cos you can shake it shake it shake it Yeah you know what to do You're a hot mess
I'm loving it, hell yes

rebel

2009-12-20T00:25:00.000-08:00

my weekend was awesomeness. :) HEHE.

Thursday, after work, me, preet, ash, nisha and agnes walked down to bugis street. All of us did bit of shopping for our night out on Fri. we all were so excited. Friday, at work, all of us were kinda waiitng for work to end. Then we went to get changed and were sort of "caught" by the others. Then we trained down to Clarke Quay and meet the rest. We went to e2 Square and had dinner and had a few drinks before we walked down to enter Rebel. Then, I met suba, vic, glenys and joy and we all entered Rebel. It was not v crowded but as the night went by, it was so packed that there was'nt even space to dance let alone walk. E music was v nice and I really enjoyed after such a long time. then we went to Zirca, the music there. I had e most fun dancing with Joy. Haha, we were all dancing like crazy. & when everyone went bit too tipsy. HAHA, it was even more betta den Rebel's. Thou, it was all house music, it felt good dancing to it. Then we went outside and saw this guy, who was so ferkin wasted that we was sleeping on the floor and it was raining. & his friends were taking photos of him in his drunken state. I was telling Vic & Suba to not ever do that to me. HAHA. Came home & showered and slept.Waking up e next day was prob one of the hardest things ever. Coz I had work, so I had to get up early. Then i trained down to work. was bout 2 hours late. HAHA. All of us looked so shagged & totally didd'nt feel like working but, no choice. Left office bout 7 and came home. Had dinner, watched bit of tv and sleeept. :D

2009-12-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

bleah, its back to work for me.

Weekends past pretty fast. Over e past few days, I had to finish my many many surveys. It was'nt as easy as I thought it would be, but nonetheless, I'm glad I managed to finished everythiing. Preet came to sun plaza on Friday. We tried to finish all the surveys be 10 and den went to have dinner. I was glad she came over & I had company as well as her help to help me complete it. Sat went to meet the girls at Somerset. We den headed to Ice Cold Beer. Had a few drinks and e yummy pizza before we walked down to Clarke Quay & went to Zirca. We not sure at first whether to go home or go for the event but in the end, we went Zirca. They were having some live band show and we had a few drinks and left. Sunday woke up, then went to the salon to do my hair. I love how it turned out. thou I think its bit short. Lol. But, I convinced myself that it will grow back very fast.

Monday, went to meet Agnes & Preet at Bugis to go thru e surveys before we headed down to office to return everything. Then we walked down to PS. Went to Starbucks, slacked over there for some time before I trained down to Sembawang to meet mummy & go home. & I'm so excited about Friday. Gonna meet the whole gang & it feels like its been quite some time since I saw everyone. I'm sure its gonna be damn fun. :) & thanks to you, I'm looking forward to each day, each morning, and your texts. :)

2009-12-09T22:45:00.000-08:00

went down to Causeway Point to meet Felicia. I missed her soo much. We went to Pizza Hut for lunch & talked bout everything and anything. haaha. it was really nice meeting up with her again. After dat, we walked round looked at shoes then we went to Cotton On, got some stuff from there & back to my place. Borrowed Fel shoes for her trip next week & then I trained down to Novena & met mom over there. Thinkin of either going to do my surveys or watch a movie with di. still can't decide which to do. really wanna finish off my surveys but the weather seems a killer. Its so hot. Think I'll go take a nap & decide what I should do. :)

2009-12-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

im sooo shagged. urgh.

my weekend was bit of a disaster. had to complete some surveys so went down to lil india and finished it on sat, but due to some problems, had ended up bringing back more than I took. in e end, I could'nt even take a bus back coz I had too many things to carry. feelin quite pathetic, I decided to call di. She happened to be in S'pore & came to pick me up. I was so grateful to her for doing that. Sat at the bus stop while waiting for her. When she came bout 11, we went to have dinner first. Ten we went down to Marina Square where I met the rest. They were dere earlier on playing bowling. After that we went to play pool. At bout 2, the rest were feeling hungry so we went to eat prata. den after dat, we wanted to go for Shisha, but it was too late so we drove down to Marina Barrage with e help of the super irritating GPS. di kinda lost the way cause many of the roads were closed due to a run dat was going to start at 3AM. lol. we chilled over there till bout 6 & then came back home. Slept until 12 then woke up and cleared my room.

Sunday, diddn't do much. Today, I had to go get mu surveys done, so met Preet near office & we went Mac's for lunch. Then did till afternoon & I left for Anna's birthday party. Just came home, feeling so fuckin sleepy. && MY MP3 BROKE, INTO HALF. it was so fucking depressin to sit thru e bus ride without a book or songs. I'm so upset. I really hope my pay comes in fassst so that I can get a new one, cause I desperately need one. sigh, I had Monday blues. Now, I'm going to sleep. goodnight.

2009-12-02T20:10:00.001-08:00

you & I will be together till e end of time.

I promise I will never let you go,
now that I know you love me.

2009-11-29T23:56:00.000-08:00

sat left suba's place round 11 and vic walked me to e buss top. I tot i was at e right buss top but I ended up walking to commonwealth mrt instead of dover. Lol. then came home and I went to sleep. Evening, followed mummy out & then went to uncle's at bout 11. Met uncle, raul, vishal, govind and sonu. We played police & thief and it was so fun. Came home and fall asleep. Sunday, cleaned up my room and sorted out my stuff. went to watch de dana dan. It was a nice and funny movie. Had dinner and den came back home. I'm so glad I don have work for 2 days. It will be a nice break.

When i saw your text last night, I was bit surprised. i thought maybe things were different now & that you've changed. But u proved me wrong again when I replied u this morn. I diddn't know that your thinking was so small. I don't regret my decision but I feel sorry for you cause of whatever you said.

2009-11-29T23:30:00.000-08:00

i love this oreo cheesecake. it s soooo delicious.

2009-11-27T05:11:00.000-08:00

im at subiegal's house noow. im so glad its a holiday today. i had a good sleep and den woke up went over to visit granny. had lunch then went for my facial with mummy. & den bus down to dover to meet suba. we got some snacks from ntuc and den came over to her place. we really had a awesome dinner with seafood. haha, it was bit too much. now, still waitin for e rest to come over. :)

2009-11-23T00:05:00.000-08:00

my sunday was spent at Sentosa. it had been quite long since I went to Sentosa. e weather was also perfect. di picked me up and I saw krish, chloe and sonu after such a long time. they all have grown up. haha, and they look soo adorable. we then made our way down to sentosa. the weather was kinda hot, but we still had fun. we swimmed for a while, den sat back and enjoyed the beautiful view. it was gettin very chilly and all of us were feeling very very cold. the it started drizzling and we went to shower. after dat, we went to adam road for some dinner. got our dinner and went to the carpark. we sat dere till v late and it was super cold. & den di dropped me back home. only after reachin home i realised i was bit tan or burnt. haha. could'nt get up this morning so I called in sick. :) woke up at round 2 and it feels so nice not to be doing anything at all. now, goin to grab some lunch and go and iron my clothes for tomorow. back to work. :(

2009-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

i feel like im blogging after sooo long. thou its actually 5 days but it does feel very long. work's really taken a lot of my time and I don seem to have any time to do anything. but it's not that i mind, just that i wished i only have more time for some sleep.

monday after work, met suba and vic at bugis. we went to catch paranormal activity. i thought the movie was only going to be bout a documentary but we were all kinda spooked in the theatre. first it was the bloody aircon, it was freeeezing cold in there and then e movie was kinda disturbing and I still remember e part where i and suba shared our "nepal" shawl and covered our eyes coz we were bit scared. but, vic was pretty brave. but, we lasted thru e whole movie. hehe. after dat, we had a nice chat at long john's before we all headed back. reached home had a quick shower and tried to sleep. thou i was freakin sleepy, i was still thinkin bout the movie and diddn't manage to sleep. lol. had bit of problem tryin to get up on tuesday morn.

work was kinda fine on tues, just that we had to work overtime. the new people are pretty fun people so time passes fast and i do enjoy working with them. we go out for lil coffee breaks and exchange lame jokes. wed we also had to do overtime and we decided to all catch a movie. e only movie dat we could make in time was paranormal activity. at first I was pretty hesistant to watch as preet & I watched it b4 but we den decided to tag along and watch it with e rest. it was quite embarassing cause thou it was my 2nd time watchin e movie, I still got scared. Lol. & everyone was freeezing in the theatre, think they make the air con more cold so people will feel scared.

i fall asleep pretty fast on wed night cause I was shagged. thurs was kinda dreadin to go work cause i really could'nt open my eyes but i dragged myself to work. we diddn't had to do ot so I was happy as i managed to reach home earlier and slept earlier too cause i knew friday was going to be a long long day. friday, we did ot till bout 9 and den we went to have quick dinner at subway cause actually all of us were kinda sick of eating the same food everyday for lunch. e aircon in subway felt like it was snowing. it was awfully cold, worse den e office. i could'nt eat in peace cause i started shivering. hahaha. had dinner, waited for the bus that apparently felt like it took ages to come. fall asleep in the bus but luckily I woke up just in time for my stop. had to go back to work on sat as well.

today was e hardest part tryin to get up from my bed and everyone else was still sleeping. i really felt like calling in sick but felt bad so I showered and took e loong bus ride to work. work took a long time and i nearly ended round 4. preet and agnes bought me an oreo cheesecake dat was soo yummy. it really was so nice dat i cheered up right after i took a bite. hehe. e bakery dere really has one of the most prettiest looking cupcakes ever. they really decorate e cupcakes with pearls. and after work, we walked down to bugis and headed to long john's for late lunch. we were telling each other all our clubbin stories dat went wrong. haha. after dat took bus and met mum at giant for some grocery shopping that took nearly 2 hours and now im back home blogging, drinking some beer, and thinking bout how im gonna sleep till late tomorow. life is good. :)

2009-11-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

i really wished that whenever I get my period, there won't be any cramps. I really truly hatee habing cramps. sigh..

work has been fine. there was a fire at work on friday. felt like those drills we always have in school. It was a rainy friday, was feeling very sleepy. this weekend diddn't do much as well. Sat passed fast as I went over to visit gran. Sunday got to wake up early so that I can go and finish up my surveys. And then my weekends are over and its back to work. I hate getting up early on a Sunday, and going to have to find the place coz I don't even know where it is. Just hope I don't end up getting lost. And hope it does'nt rain so I don't end up walking around wet with all e surveys. Now, I'm going off to bed.

2009-11-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

i finally passeed my basic theory test after such a long time, weeeeeeeee!!
prob after my 3rd try. I was so happy to see the passed word on the computer. Tmorow will be joining back Nancy at office, hope everything goes well. Kinda nervous thou I've worked there for so long. Today we all had a sumptous dinner with mummy and brother as tmorow's her birthday. We went to Swensen's and had delicious ice creaaam. I had a choco cone. It was bit too huge. Still got tons of surveys to complete, and still have to go to office. Now I feel I won't have enough time to even complete my surveys. Hope she won't get all pissed and start coming after me and suba like she did in the past. Anyways, I'm goin off to bed. Nights worlld.

2009-11-09T23:04:00.000-08:00

i loove my weekend.

Fri met suba & went down to office to collect my surveys and then met Suba. went to have quick dinner and cabbed down to Sonam's house and got changed and stuff before meeting govind and den we headed to m.u. It was a fun night and all of us enjoyed. After dat we went over to dxo to meet vishal and den we went for breakfast which was bit early. Had breakfast and den went to meet Suba. And after meeting her, I went back home. Diddn't really get to sleep cause had to help mummy get all e stuff ready for dinner party in e evening. So was feelin bit like a zombie. suba, bev, chris, vic and wolf came in e evening and we all had dinneer and toke many photos, as usual. vic, bev, joavan and chris left and suba stayed over.

We started off by sitting down and telling each other ghost stories and until we were spooked enough, we decided to play some games. After dat, all of us had some serious fun playing totally random games until wee hours and we all were so shagged dat we could'nt keep our eyes open while playin police & thief. I played the "mother went to market" game after soo long and actually everyone knew and liked playin the game, esp the TI TI TI part. hahaha While playing, some of us just fall asleep. I'll never forget the part where we all were so tired and we all actually killed each other but none of us were even police. We all laughed so hard.. We continued playin until 12pm before we actually gave up and decided it was time for some sleep. After we decided who will get the bed, we all were dead asleep. It was one of the most memorable night I would ever have. Thou, after waking up the next day, it felt worse than havin a hangover but it was fucking fun. Then govind, vishal and suba left. I showered and went back for some more sleep..

2009-11-04T03:05:00.000-08:00

today was my first day at a new job. it was bit tiring and I was LATE. I tried to russh as fast as I could and has bout 20mins late but diddn't get into any trouble. lucky me. people dere are nice & friendly. thou my job isn't something I was sort of expecting, I'm just glad dat I got I a job and have some money to tide me over. I was surprised when nancy called me to ask if I wanted to go back. Still thinking bout which job I should actually do. One is so near to my place while e other is soo far away. I'll just go with the flow and see how things are over e next few days before making any decisions. I'm just glad right now I have something to do.

Came back home and took a shower cause the weather was so hot and I wasn't smelling awesome. After that watched some tv. Still thinkin if it would be right of me to take off on sat so that I can go for e birthday celebrations on friday. really hope that if I do ask, they would give me. and if I do get, then I'll be looking forward to goin mu. :)

2009-11-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

the weather's kind of weird. it rains for sometime, and den suddenly, it jus gets soo hot. and my weekend was fun. & tiring as well. it was a fun friday night with my cousins. wished that I could join the girls for sha's bday but diddn't managed to go. some other time. right now, I'm unsure of whether should I, or should'nt I. I think I'll just go for it and do it while I still have time. Its already nov. Time passes so fast. In two months time, I'll be 19. I was excited bout turning 18 & now im gonna be 19. :)

2009-10-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

& its a friday. this week really passed fast. Met up with Suba on tues and headed to chompang to buy the plastic mum asked me to. We also wanted to catch a movie but didd'nt have enough time. After buyin the stuff we headed to our usual to have dinner before Suba left. Thurs met Sonu to go swimming after she ended work. Went over to her place, she grabbed her swimming essentials and we went swimming, As it was a rainy day, the water was bit too cold but still had a nice swim. & we went to this coffeeshop that Sonu called the Guiness coffeeshop. Lol, had dinner, went to buy choc, talked for a while, and I left for home. Already have plans for e weekends and I really want to watch the MJ's movie, This Is It, & Jennifer's Body. Maybe, I'll watch it today.

2009-10-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

2009-10-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

Friday finally came and we were all pretty excited for e birthday party. so met sonam and suba and we all got dressed up together. it was quite fun gettin dressed up together and den we made our way to ICB. vic joined us later and so did sonam's friends. we all were havin a nice good time and we gave her e surprise cake and then we were bout to leave to go somewhere else. we or should I say someone solely decided to go rr and we all went there together. we didd'nt really enjoy ourselves dat much as I had expected cause things got out of hand and shit happened. I was pretty upset bout whatever happened as it was completly pointless and e situiation could have been avoided if she just knew how to behave properly. But well, it happened already & we're all just going to move on. I'm just upset for sonam as I really wanted her to have a nice party and really just take a nice break for that day. She sure was real upset over wadeva that had happened. But, its really not your fault. We did not expect things to turn out dis way.

& to you, you're what people call poker face. Hope you die & burn in hell Bitch, or should I say miss plastic.

2009-10-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

I hateee thee weatherr. why is it soo hot?

Yesterday, met Tiqah & went down at Woodlands before going down to Great World City. We had lunch and then went down to Concorde Shoppin Centre to collect my stuff. After dat, met mum and headed back to Smebawang where I met Sonu. We den went down to Bugis to find her a dress for Fri. After walking round, we found a pretty flowy dress and I also found my jacket. Happy that I finally found it. Then walked round bit more, bought some accecesories before making my way back home. Had a nice cold shower before going off to bed. I really hate thee weather. Everywhere I go, its so freaking hot. & I'm also looking forward to having a great time on Fri witht he girls. Going to meet sonu in a while to get her e remaining stuff she needs for her parrty.

weeekeends!

2009-10-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

I really enjoyed my super busy weekend. As this weekend was deepavali, there was lots of stuff to be done..On friday, I met up with suba and we headed to bugis first we I was soo happy to get my new pair of heels. And we also bought some clothes and earrings before we rushed off to Serangoon. We then when to thread and met sonam. She had to buy some biscuits. It was soo crowded and super hot. After that sonam left and suba & I went to put henna. The weather was really so hot that we didd'nt feel like doin anything. After puttin henna & walkin round for a while, we trained down to Somerset to meet the rest. Joy, Suba & I went to ICB to get some seats but there were'nt any so we decided to walk round and went to outdoors cafe. Then Vic, Bev & Wolf joined us. We ate and den decided to go someplace else as we all were gettin bored. We den decided to go for Karaoke. It was fun goin karaoke as we all sang and danced, esp the single ladies song where we all were tryin to follow Beyonce. Hilarious. After we sand & danced for bout 3 hours, we all were pretty shagged.. Then bro came and fetched Bev & I and we went back home, and I thought I could sleep but then helped mum to do the remaining cleaning and slept at 5am.

Nexy day, woke up early and then had to go visiting at my grans house. Was there till evening. & came back home to light up the candles. Den some of my relatives came to our house. Was jus waiitng to sleeep. Lol. Sunday again had to wake up early and go for visiting. This time went to bout 3 people's house before coming back home. It was tiring and the weekends passed super fast. I finally had a good rest on Sunday. :)

Weekends

2009-10-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

This week passed soo fast cause there was so much to do, & so lil time. Hahah, as deepavali's nearing, theres so much to do and it seems never ending. Sat evenin, mum & I went shopping. It wa so crowded and so difficult to actually find any clothes. We left pretty late and had dinner and den headed home. Next day, had to woke up early again and left for Queensway. Walked around for quite some time before I managed to find the contact lens that I wanted. Got in purple color, suba's fav. And then went to help mum bake e remaining biscuits till midnight. And then went to sleep. Tomorow's my test, really hope I'll pass this time round. :)

2009-10-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

On Fri I stayed home and we painted the house. It was quite a difficult task and the whole day passed so fast just by painting. Showered and went off to bed. Next day, woke up and started painting again. We managed to finish painting in the evening and I went to shower. Was a bit difficult to actually scrub off the paint from my hands and face. & den went down to meet Suba at Sun Plaza and we went to Yishun to catch a movie with Vic. Since Vic was only joining us later, we walked round Northpoint and went to Burger King for dinner. We were watchin the movie Darah. Suba & I were kinda excited & bit scared. When the movie was bout to start, Suba & I were actually freakin out a lil. But, we managed to sit thru the whole movie. The movie was'nt scary but it was super disgusting. The actress was super freaky, She looked totally fake and her voice, haha, we all were imitating it after the movie. So we went to Macs to hang out after the movie, ate food and had a girls talk before we went off to meet Joe. We then came over to my place to hang out before the rest went back home and I went to sleeeeeep.

2009-10-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

On wed, I went to book my btt. Lol, for e 3rd time!! I really hope I'll pass the test this time round or else....I'll just have to book it again. & then trained down to meet suba at Bugis. We had lunch at our usual Pasta Mania before we started shopping. We first went to find the jacket she wanted to get and the jacket was extremely nicee!!. Lucky Joe. and then walked down to Bugis Street where we both bought our lil miss shirts. & then we went to Serangoon. Saw CH on the way there. We went to mustafa first coz Suba was looking for something & we were kinda lost coz we didd'nt know how to make our way to the place that we were looking for. It was superr hilarious when that shit happenend while we were at the counter paying for our stuff. & we continued to walk around to see if there were any nice clothes we could buy for deepavali. Suba saw this real pretty white dress.

When we walked around enough, we went to have dinner, we were caught between many "bapoks" We sort of went to the wrong place to have dinner. It was bit hard to eat and not laugh at all e chaos that was going on around us. & we just continued walking and really bought lots of stuff. We were exhausted by e time we went home. Thursday I went over my gran's place to help her paint her house. It was a long & tiring day that was spent painting. Fall asleep in the bus and was just waiting when I would reach home to my beeeddd!!. & on Friday I'll be painting my own house. & hopefully also have time to paint my own room. :)

2009-09-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

weee

finally finished cleaning. anyways had looots of fun during the weekends. Wanted to go for the F1 Party but didn't make it in the end. We went somewhere else. Met sonu, kavita and suba joined us later. Thou it was only the four of us, we really had a lot of fun. Guess it was also a first time when we 4 went out together. We went to this place called Mama Caribean (I think that's how its spelt) It was a nice place with live band and the singers there sure had an awesome voice. And then they had dancers dancing to Lady Gaga's songs. Suba joined us after we left Mama Caribean. & den we headed to our usual place. haha. We were there pretty early so we managed to save seats. My sandal broke halfway cause of someone stepping on it. It really sucked. But thanks to kavita and sonu who helped me fix it back with super glue. Time really passed pretty fast and we all headed home, feeling exhausted. None of us actually really won e bet thou I sure was close to winning but diddn't. If only there was a next time. Came home and showered and fell asleep. Sunday stayed home & watched the F1 race and then went off to sleep. It was such a waste that I diddn't get to go for Beyonce's concert but if theres a next time, I'll definitely make it.

2009-09-23T22:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went over to tiqah's house. Met Hui Zhen & Suba at Je mrt and then took bus over. Had to walk a longer way since we alighted at e wrong bus stop. The weather was a bitch. Super hawt. When we reached at tiqah's, jo and rach were already there. It was nice seeing rach after such a long time & she was so much fairer now. Then we had a nice lunch prepared by tiqah's family. Then all of us watched Confessions of A Shopaholic. Thou I watched it before, I watched it again. I love the movie. Then Vic & Glenys came along. We left round 6 plus and then Suba, Vic & I headed back to my place. The girls were watchin Singapore Idol while I went to shower then we walked to the carpark.

To Suba & Vic, I'm really sorry for what happened last night, guess I was bit too emotional and diddn't really talked it out with anyone. I'm really grateful that you guys listened to me and adviced me. It felt so good that all of us talked bout our life and stuff that happened. Im really happy to have friends like you two. Thanks guys. & I had alot of fun walking down the stairs when we were going home & I'm sure you guys know why.

2009-09-22T04:48:00.000-07:00

clean and clean and more cleaning.

that was what mostly what I did during my entire weekend. mummy helped me with my room cleaning. Throwed quite a lot of stuff and now my room seems bit more spacious. :) While cleaning up, I came across alot of stuff that was from school. All those letters we wrote and all those kinky postcards. Esp the Durex postcard that fel gave to me. And since monday was a PH, mom & I went shopping after all the gruesome cleaning. And today went to e doc's. Then accompanied suba to Holland V so she could pass her mc. What we did at e poly really was fun - cheap thrilss. And we ate bbq chicken wings before we returned home. T'morow will be going over to tiqah's for Hari Raya. Really wish Fel could come just like how we used to go and watch movies and eat kueh.

2009-09-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

The weather is sooo nice and cold. Hehe, rain rain, please don't go away.

Anyways Thursday met up with Suba and we went to Causeway Point and walked around then went to Pizza Hut for lunch. Had lunched and just catched up with her coz was pretty long since we met. Then there was a Pasar Malam so we went there, had nice candy floss and then we saw that they actually had games like BUMPER CAR. It was sooo hard to resist soo Suba and I went to play. thou it was only both of us, it was super fun bumping into each other. Suba was quite good at it coz she bumped me soo hard that my phone actually flew. Lol. Strong Suba. Haha, it was hilarious watchin the video she took later.

Friday, Joy, Glenys, Vic and I went to geylang. We went to the Bazaar there. Lol, not only it was super crowded, it was super hawt. So we just walked and walked and we all bought same bags. Oh and same sandals. Stuff there was pretty cheap. And we were all hungry but actually didd'nt know where we could have gone to eat. We were quite unfamilliar with the place. Lol. Then Huda and her mummy came along when we were having dinner. It was super hilarious when Glenys asked if they sold "bah kwa" there. After that we walked round again. Thou we walked for pretty long, the shops were never ending. & we all left round 10 plus. Took e train to Yishun. Was thinking of watching Blood Ties but was diddn't make it for the show in time so we catched another movie. Then we just walked round Yishun thinking what to do next but since we both were shagged, we decided to go home. Didd'nt get much sleep today. And I want to go sleep now but waiting for all the photos that we took to be uploaded. Taking quite a while! Then I can go sleeeep. weee.

2009-09-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

Was waitin eagerly for Friday cause had some plans. Met sonu, and then we had quick dinner before making our way to City Hall. We were kinda undecided as to where we should go to. Insomnia or rr. So in the end we went to rr. We were there for quite some time, listenin to music and dancing then and decided either to go home or somewhere else cause we were gettin bit frightened by some people. What happened outside was bit too coincidental.. I didd'nt expect to see hime there of all places. Even sonu was kinda surprised to see him there. In the end we decided to go back home. While waiting for cab, Sonu and I were just talkin bout what a night we had. haha.. Was smiling to myself all the way back in e cab for obvious reasons.

When I woke up the next day, had sore throat and flu. Thought it would probably be allright after I take some panadols but it didd'nt. Stayed home and rested on Sunday cause the cough was'nt gettin any better, Wanted to see a doctor but it was already closed so I decided to go and cut my hair since I was already there. Lol, thou I was supposed to actually see the doctor. So I went to doc's on Tuesday and took medication. The medication did make me feel much better but it really makes me sleepy. Really hope I'll get well soon so that I can catch the movie with my rendi's on Fri. :) Lol, and I just took e medicine again & I'm already startin to feel kinda sleepy. The reaction comes quite fast. That's all for now cause I'm going to sleeeep!

2009-09-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

I farkin hate toothaches.
Why must they hurt so much?
Why can't I speak properly?
Why?!

come away with me in the night

2009-09-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

why is the weather so freakin hawt?!!

anyways, weekends past like a breeze. Friday met up with suba and then we went for the interview where we waited for quite some time. And then we went to have dinner at pasta mania. And we decided to catch a movie. Since Junction 8 wasn't showing The Time Traveler's Wive, which we both have been wanting to see, we went to watch I Love You Beth Cooper. The movie was farkin hilarious. And there was this girl, who was making some weird noises from the back. Lol. Suba and I really had a good laugh. When I returned home, I was locked out cause I didn't carry my freakin keys. So smart of me. And there wasn't anyone home that could have opened the door. So when no one came back after an hour, I went out.

And on Sat, accompanied mom to go and buy some stuff and she bought me the necklace I was wanting to buy and then I went to meet bunny at Khatib. It was quite a sight the way we were walkin round with the trolley and all the stuff that we bought that actually managed to fit in. Don't think anyone could have bought that much of stuff the way we did. Haha, and then we went over to uncle's place. And we did some painting on Sunday. It sure was fun. Time passed so fast and I had to go back home. And now my skin's peeling off. And it feels very rough. Lol. And the burnt marks. Why am I so clumsy..

2009-09-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

There are many things I hold dear.
Things I value and things I love.
Your friendship is something
I will always treasure.
Our time together is special and dear.
I am now and shall always
Be your friend.

it really means alot to me that you make an effort and call me even thou you're so far away.
Your understanding has helped me to become more open about my feelings, and listening to your observations has made me
think a lot about what really matters. Your friendship has made me see life as something to be enjoyed.:)
especially with someone like you.

2009-08-31T04:26:00.000-07:00

my weekends ended pretty fast and its already Monday. Accompanied Suba to the clinic at Yishun on Thursday and after that we decided to go watch a movie. We watched Where got Ghost. Lol, Suba & I had a good laugh. And also cause we actually realized that we were the only non - Chinese there. Soon after, we both returned home.Didn't do much on Friday..Went down to Dover to meet tiqah and we had dinner at Soup Spoon @ Fusionpolis. We were talkin bout the good old times where we would always go to the Starbucks to study and how we actually were the first few to discover the place. Haha.

On Sat, Sonam & I went to Kovan for the G2000 Sale. We were sort of lost when we reached Kovan Mrt cause we didn't know how to make our way to the warehouse. By the time we made our way down, we did not have much time left so we tried to rush and grab whatever we wanted to buy. The sale had lots of nice clothes. We spend some time and then we went to have our dinner, which was bit too filling. Even thou I met her after a week, it felt as if I've not seen her for a long time. We had a good chat during dinner, talking about life and boys. haha. I had planned to stay home on Sunday but was getting quite bored so went to Sun Plaza and met my cousins. Haha, the rest of the night was indeed memorable. And then the weekends had ended.

Lol, and I still haven't really decided on what color I really wanna paint my room. At first I thought blue, and now I thought purple would be nicer. But still quite undecided actually..And I'm super excited that BEYONCE'S coming down for a show here for the F1 race. Really hoping that I'll be able to go with my two rendis. :)

happiness sold separately.

2009-08-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

Spent the whole day staying home. Thinking of doing something different to my room. Thought of re-painting it but not very sure what color I should do. During my free time, a lot of things ran in my mind. Sitting down alone in my room, I was just reflecting about all the stuff that has been happening recently. Was all this meant to happen or did I do something to deserve this. Thought about it for quite some time.Sometimes I just feel that I'm losing myself and I'm always thinking about what others think about. It does get frustrating to always feel that way. Whatever happening's now, really hope will change. As days go by, it feels things are just becoming worse. It seems as if there's just no more hope left for things to become better.

I wouldn't say I was disappointed but was more upset at the choice of words you used. I thought what we shared was special and was different but you really changed at how I'm going to look at things now. Even though you said to forget whatever you said, its not easy. I didn't know that this was how you felt when we went out. I was quite shock upon receiving your text. But now at least its cleared. Now I know how you really feel and I'll always keep your words in mind. Now, it won't be the same anymore and I'm sorry things are turning out like this.